Each day is a little life.

Hello peeps. ;)

Its kinda hard to update lately, I've been thinking about what should I post and what not.

Till I found Aishah's blog. Heh, this pretty much helps me with what I should update. :)





I probably couldn't update daily though, cause trial is around the corner. But I'll try weekly maybe? :)
Just stay tune alright.

Don't be afraid to fail. Don't waste energy trying to cover up failure. Learn from your failures
and go on to the next challenge. It's OK. If you're not failing, you're not growing.
-H. Stanley Judd

Till then, toodles! :)

2010

I know, I promised to write about 2010. But then, the eager to write is no longer there, haha. and I know its been 50 days since 2011 started.
Sorry peeps.

2010, was definately a great year. Despite of what happen back in 2009, 2010 gave me courage to go through life without them. I know I was strong enough to pull through.

Yes, it was the year after SPM, when everyone went their separate ways and I did too. I can't deny, I miss SBS so much that I came back during Sports Day to help out with kawad kaki and St John duty and hopefully I still have the time to do it this year. ;p


giler, giler, giler moments

Then, results came out. I knew it was my fault, and I was disappointed with myself. But even worst, I made Dad sad about the results. Still, he gave me the chance to continue, and that is when I entered Taylors.

No, it wasn't even my plan to join Taylors, it was fully Dad's decision. But the mistake was to enter March intake. It was HELL. Yes, I was rushing all the time, and I didn't get the opportunity to be active like I was back in secondary.

But it was fun. I mean as much as college life was hectic, it was fun. I met a lot of new friends, and yeah, it came to a surprise, I patched up the friendship that was kinda hanging, which is Sue Ann. Its funny, to remember, that we were friend back from Standard 1. Sue Ann, she was my first friend in BBGS and she is also my first friend in Taylors. We are close now compared to the 11 years of primary and secondary, when I think about it. But I'm grateful to have you right by my side when I need you. I knew I could depend on you. :)

I met even more awesome people, 3 lovely girls, Neo, Vivian and Julia. They have been great friends and always been there. No matter how much stress you are facing, they will be there to give advice or just a shoulder for you to lean on.

My other classmates were good too. They help you around and stuff.


Taylors Got Talent




Kien's farewell






My birthday at Pappa Rich. Its my favourite photo from all the class photo we have.


Miss Charmaine's birthday celebration



Kien's reunion



It was back in June when I decided to join the Islamic Society and from there, I met even more friends. Despite of the time constrain, we did manage to come up with a few events.



Dayana's farewell


Ramadhan Donation



Congregational Prayers


Then, it was the HORRIBLE AS. Let me skip that one, haha.


And so, I'm here in 2011. A2 trials is within a few more weeks, and *I am blogging, haih*. Everyone got their university offers and here I am, still thinking about which uni to apply to.

I realized that I need to start thinking about my future. I need to reconsider all my options and so on.

Just don't keep pushing me alright. I have enough stress to think about , and I don't want to add more to that list.

I'm just hoping 2011 is as much fun, or even more fun and more memorable than 2010. Its time for me to learn! (:

Toodles everyone.

p/s:I'll probably update it weekly. (:

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard

Hello readers.

I know I'm supposed to wrap up about 2010 but then, I feel I need to post this up before posting about 2010.

Anyways, I'm on holidays right now, from the 12th Dec till 12th Jan, and trust me, this will be the only LONG holidays I'll have. After that, another torturing 6 months, but InsyaAllah, I can get through this with the help of my beloved family and friends.

To be able to move on, one has to learn to forgive not only the person (or people) who have done one wrong but also oneself ~ Eugenia Tripputi


So, that's not the point, the thing is here, during the holidays, this is the ONLY time I could catch up with my high school friends, which I still feel they are my friends. Till then I realized something. and things has happened the way it happened last year, and that gave me a shock.

I mean, all this while, I've been running back to you, or lets just say it in Malay, terhegeh-hegeh.
As if I was the one who really wants to patch up with the relationship. THE ONLY ONE PLAYING A PART IN THIS STUPID WORTHLESS FRIENDSHIP!

Now, since 2011 is coming, I'm making a new year resolution, I'll only give my attention to those who deserve it, and no one else. Cause I feel so helpless seeing, my effort of making the friendship to happen again is going down the drain. and I shall no longer cry thinking about it.
I have one aim now, AND ONE AND ONLY.

Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. ~ Tina Dayton

I want my happiness back in this world, and with the help of Allah, InsyaAllah, I will. But I guess, things just won't work out between us anymore.
Whatever has happened between us, let's just forgive and forget, cause I want to open a new book and doesn't want the memories we have to keep lingering around this new chapter of life.

Goodbye and best of luck to you.

I have my dignity.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but simply moving on with dignity despite that fear. ~Pat Riley

He who cannot remember the past is doomed. DOOMED! - John Howard

Hello people (and hello Mr Lim if you're reading this :) )

I'm officially done with AS, and hopefully I don't have to repeat any of the papers, Amin. :)

How are you guys out there? Hopefully you're doing fine.

Anyways, this post is about the awesome birthday I had the other day.

Firstly, thank you for the all the wishes, either through facebook, texts, calls and even face to face wishes.
Thank you for the lovely bracelet and chocolate Neo, Vivian and Julia. :)
Thank you for being a great friend too. :D

It starts off the day before, Dad wished me first cause apparently Dad said,he might forget and I might be angry.
That night, Kakak and newly born baby, Sofea wished me through facebook. :)

Then, on the day itself, all the wishes come flooded my notifications and my phone
inbox and unfortunately my handphone got bared and didn't get to reply the texts.

Once I reached college early morning as usual, Mum will call, and she wishes me.
In college, Athina and Shu Han wished me, then comes all the wishes.

With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.
William Shakespeare

Received presents from lovely people.
Then, went lunch in Pappa Rich with classmates. :)



If you think its a small celebration, nothing much to be happy about, lets compare what happened the year before.

It was during biology paper, and I had accounts paper the day after, and that night, I stayed up doing accounts cause I had 3 hours account tuition once I finished my Biology paper.
and despite all the dramas that were going on, *which I can't mention it here*

So, definitely this year one makes a big difference to me. :)

and oh, thank you for the cake on the board Mr Lim. :)
is the thought that counts.




If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.
Abraham Sutzkever


I was hoping for your wish, I guess you forgot. But how come you have forgotten, when you keep having memory of me? I guess the both of us haven't really let go of each other.

If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
Sir James M. Barrie

Next post: To wrap things up about 2010 :)

Thank you God, for everything. :)

Peter Pan the musical here I come!! :D

"Life is partly what you make it and partly the friends you choose." - T.Williams

Friends? How do you define them?

To me, they are the next best person to turn to after your parents/sisters/relatives.
I have the urge to write about this topic after calling Izza, my 9 years best friend.



Izza, someone who has bare to be with me for the past 9 years, someone I really really appreciate. I mean, remember, when we joined St John Ambulance, librarian and tennis together? Not to forget, all those dramas and dance performances we will always stick to each other no matter what kan? :')


You will always be there for me,to lend your ears, to advice, and your shoulders to lean and cry. I mean, you were the best friend I can never imagine to have before.
Yes, there were fights where we didn't talk and so on, but that makes our friendship stronger.





But back in 2008 and 2009, our distance becomes further and it seems to so far away and so hard to talk to you. I don't deny, I was busy with F1 and you too, were busy with your drama. I'm wrong if I deny I was jealous cause you got close to different clan and I was too.

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.
Elbert Hubbard


It becomes even more further when now, we are in different higher institution. Lesser conversation apatah lagi when we don't see each other that much.

But to be honest, I do miss everything we use to share.
Remember my birthday, once? We celebrated in Times Square, watched Deja Vu and ate steamboat. *yang I belanja tu?* haha

Remember, we were korean drama freaks, and we'll actually make it a topic when we see each other in school every morning. Though we were different in classes since Form 1 till Form 5. We still talk when we go recess, extra co-curricular activities, during assembly. Seriously, I miss those moments which I can't turn back the clock and enjoy it again. I just wish that our friendship still stays on and grow stronger every year.

We are no longer in the same school, but we make an effort to at least make up something out of our friendship.Instead of just telling my children in the future *kalau ada* who was my best best friend, I rather introduce you to them. Cause I still can't find anyone to replace you, till now, and hopefully you'll understand what I mean.

Till here first, hopefully you'll be reading this.
and happy belated birthday Izza!
*I wished I was celebrating your 18th birthday with you*




Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.
Muhammad Ali

November

Hello reeeeeeeeeaders :)

I'm back with another post. Its November already yawwww, meaning another 60 days more till 2011. *currently listening to the final countdown, tu yang semangat, haha*
So there is 1440 *1429 as I'm writing approx at 1100* more hours to spend for 2010. *30 more days for my birthday too, don't forget, haha*

and that also means I'm gonna make the end of 2010 for meaningful
for now, it'll be the battle with my fellow army dear pens and stationary with all useful information, facts and figures and with the enemy, questions.

and past year papers of course. :)

till then, have a great day *and months too* people. :)


Dayana's farewell party;cupcakes!; 26th Oct 2010


Dayana's farewell party; Dayana, Me and Ily; 26th Oct 2010

Quizzes

You are neat, clean and tidy. You don't like to be pushed around and you won't do something just because you're expected to. You don't live by the rules--you prefer to make up your own instead. If you are interested in an issue, you will find out more about it because you want to, not because you have been told to.

[Part 1] Self Confidence: 80% -> You're confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 67% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 50% -> You don't know how to use body language to your advantage yet.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 73% -> You can fit in with society.
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 80% -> An extremely kind and warm person.

You are a typical girl, like the majority.



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.



The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.



Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.



The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?



Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.



The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.



How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.



What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.



Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



You value your friendships: 60%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.


The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.


Your Sixth Sense Score: 77%
You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities.