Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard

Hello readers.

I know I'm supposed to wrap up about 2010 but then, I feel I need to post this up before posting about 2010.

Anyways, I'm on holidays right now, from the 12th Dec till 12th Jan, and trust me, this will be the only LONG holidays I'll have. After that, another torturing 6 months, but InsyaAllah, I can get through this with the help of my beloved family and friends.

To be able to move on, one has to learn to forgive not only the person (or people) who have done one wrong but also oneself ~ Eugenia Tripputi


So, that's not the point, the thing is here, during the holidays, this is the ONLY time I could catch up with my high school friends, which I still feel they are my friends. Till then I realized something. and things has happened the way it happened last year, and that gave me a shock.

I mean, all this while, I've been running back to you, or lets just say it in Malay, terhegeh-hegeh.
As if I was the one who really wants to patch up with the relationship. THE ONLY ONE PLAYING A PART IN THIS STUPID WORTHLESS FRIENDSHIP!

Now, since 2011 is coming, I'm making a new year resolution, I'll only give my attention to those who deserve it, and no one else. Cause I feel so helpless seeing, my effort of making the friendship to happen again is going down the drain. and I shall no longer cry thinking about it.
I have one aim now, AND ONE AND ONLY.

Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. ~ Tina Dayton

I want my happiness back in this world, and with the help of Allah, InsyaAllah, I will. But I guess, things just won't work out between us anymore.
Whatever has happened between us, let's just forgive and forget, cause I want to open a new book and doesn't want the memories we have to keep lingering around this new chapter of life.

Goodbye and best of luck to you.

I have my dignity.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but simply moving on with dignity despite that fear. ~Pat Riley