Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard

Hello readers.

I know I'm supposed to wrap up about 2010 but then, I feel I need to post this up before posting about 2010.

Anyways, I'm on holidays right now, from the 12th Dec till 12th Jan, and trust me, this will be the only LONG holidays I'll have. After that, another torturing 6 months, but InsyaAllah, I can get through this with the help of my beloved family and friends.

To be able to move on, one has to learn to forgive not only the person (or people) who have done one wrong but also oneself ~ Eugenia Tripputi


So, that's not the point, the thing is here, during the holidays, this is the ONLY time I could catch up with my high school friends, which I still feel they are my friends. Till then I realized something. and things has happened the way it happened last year, and that gave me a shock.

I mean, all this while, I've been running back to you, or lets just say it in Malay, terhegeh-hegeh.
As if I was the one who really wants to patch up with the relationship. THE ONLY ONE PLAYING A PART IN THIS STUPID WORTHLESS FRIENDSHIP!

Now, since 2011 is coming, I'm making a new year resolution, I'll only give my attention to those who deserve it, and no one else. Cause I feel so helpless seeing, my effort of making the friendship to happen again is going down the drain. and I shall no longer cry thinking about it.
I have one aim now, AND ONE AND ONLY.

Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. ~ Tina Dayton

I want my happiness back in this world, and with the help of Allah, InsyaAllah, I will. But I guess, things just won't work out between us anymore.
Whatever has happened between us, let's just forgive and forget, cause I want to open a new book and doesn't want the memories we have to keep lingering around this new chapter of life.

Goodbye and best of luck to you.

I have my dignity.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but simply moving on with dignity despite that fear. ~Pat Riley

He who cannot remember the past is doomed. DOOMED! - John Howard

Hello people (and hello Mr Lim if you're reading this :) )

I'm officially done with AS, and hopefully I don't have to repeat any of the papers, Amin. :)

How are you guys out there? Hopefully you're doing fine.

Anyways, this post is about the awesome birthday I had the other day.

Firstly, thank you for the all the wishes, either through facebook, texts, calls and even face to face wishes.
Thank you for the lovely bracelet and chocolate Neo, Vivian and Julia. :)
Thank you for being a great friend too. :D

It starts off the day before, Dad wished me first cause apparently Dad said,he might forget and I might be angry.
That night, Kakak and newly born baby, Sofea wished me through facebook. :)

Then, on the day itself, all the wishes come flooded my notifications and my phone
inbox and unfortunately my handphone got bared and didn't get to reply the texts.

Once I reached college early morning as usual, Mum will call, and she wishes me.
In college, Athina and Shu Han wished me, then comes all the wishes.

With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.
William Shakespeare

Received presents from lovely people.
Then, went lunch in Pappa Rich with classmates. :)



If you think its a small celebration, nothing much to be happy about, lets compare what happened the year before.

It was during biology paper, and I had accounts paper the day after, and that night, I stayed up doing accounts cause I had 3 hours account tuition once I finished my Biology paper.
and despite all the dramas that were going on, *which I can't mention it here*

So, definitely this year one makes a big difference to me. :)

and oh, thank you for the cake on the board Mr Lim. :)
is the thought that counts.




If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.
Abraham Sutzkever


I was hoping for your wish, I guess you forgot. But how come you have forgotten, when you keep having memory of me? I guess the both of us haven't really let go of each other.

If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
Sir James M. Barrie

Next post: To wrap things up about 2010 :)

Thank you God, for everything. :)

Peter Pan the musical here I come!! :D